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The Screen

My head feels like a grey cloud. As I stare at the screen, the feeling of being human, complex, thoughtful, drains away to a bland fog of apathy. All I feel that I think is just the insatiable, empty hunger for another spark of something – anything – that might make me feel, that will give me sense of being more than ‘just’ alive.

I know there are things I should do, that I should write, that I should think, but they’re all too easily dismissed with a simple click that signals another step into that fog.

There’s a voice behind me, screaming that I should turn round, hit the power, do something constructive. I hear it, but …


Heaven is an Atom

Thus as I die I am born. As I saw with eyes now I see with spirit. As I once felt with heart and head I now feel with soul. There are many with me; we are discrete yet work as if one, we are swift yet glacial.

I know each thought is being put together piece by piece, yet my mind still feels fluid.

This is all I know, and I am gone.